My Video Logs… Where you will find them deeply disturbing…(restricted access)
For now, all logs are archieved using heavily encrypted self extracting rar format.
- Tear… (June 28th 2005)
If I remember correctly, I made this video when I was really really upset by something (because of someone…) which is QUITE out of my plan. I mean… I anticipated this event yet because I think it was the fact that I didn’t know the worst scenerio I anticipated would actually came true… It was soooooooooooooooooo sad… I wish I could go back in time to cheer myself up… X_X I was really really really depressed since that time though. lol But it taught me a VERY VERY important lesson though. Whenever I have to make a decision, I’ll need to be absolutely sure that I wasn’t obstructed by my unstable emotion… If you become emotional, you’ll make the decision that will lead your life into the path of darkness… be more like Jedi and Vulcan…